God, I miss her so much.
How I ache for those times I should've, could've been with her. But wasn't. Because of what? What what what?
How I wish I could've listened to her more, tried more -- to understand why she did the things she did. Why she loved too much even though it hurt her.
(our pic taken at her house, back in college)
I want to be with her for one last time. Just make up for lost time.
But Lord, God, you have your ways. And I cannot question that.
How is she Lord? Is she okay, is she happy? Does she watch over us? Can you tell her I'm sorry? Can you tell her I still love her, never stopped loving her and knowing she's the best friend in the world?